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Friday, February 26, 2010
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We ask God to forgive us for our evil thoughts and evil temper, but rarely, if ever ask Him to forgive us for our sadness.
i asked myself many times.... what the fuck had i done wrong to derseve all these?
i kinda stress lately.. my phone did not made me like this, but its something else.
Of all time, it happened in the Exams week.
very puzzled, am i wasting for time n effort doing it.
another thing is also my studies... i told u i worked hard n study , you don't believe me, it actually gave me quite a impact. i showed u then, i study till way past my sleeping hours...and when i finally understand the topic, you came out n scolded at me saying that tmr i can't wake up for school...bla bla bla.
i am very unhappy about it already and when u finally told me out of the blue that " I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU" it certainly made me very upset and angry. I told u i studied hard and resulting lesser sleepin hours, i am very determined to get good grades...too prove that i'm not a lazy fuck. n u told me that sentence. it just tear me apart. all my 5hours of studies... i can't remember anything but that 1 setence.
it just make me want to run away from home , which i would not want that feeling to overcome me.
alright...
went school today to have my Chinese Common Test. n like i said i remembered nothing...even though the i put in so much. the paper was too hard for me. i hardly understand anything...literally just reading n lifting the words from the paper to my answers.
Maths after that... was damn tired and just right teacher ask me go board to one question. i told her idk how do, and she said " so all along you not listening?", i kept my mouth shut than when she teach me she came up to me and ask me why i nvr listen. told her the reasons and she understand it...which was good of course.
Mother Tongue watched the movie n i slept after that. went back home n went to Safra with cs jeremy n yh after eating lunch.
played Pool n L4D2 before going to put a screen protector at my Ipod nano. went to catch LJS before going home.
and the minute i reached home, everything made me so upset again. i don't want to list it out.
it just feels that typing things that i'm unhappy... just make me feel more tired after typing every word.
i asked myself many times.... what the fuck had i done wrong to derseve all these?
i kinda stress lately.. my phone did not made me like this, but its something else.
Of all time, it happened in the Exams week.
very puzzled, am i wasting for time n effort doing it.
another thing is also my studies... i told u i worked hard n study , you don't believe me, it actually gave me quite a impact. i showed u then, i study till way past my sleeping hours...and when i finally understand the topic, you came out n scolded at me saying that tmr i can't wake up for school...bla bla bla.
i am very unhappy about it already and when u finally told me out of the blue that " I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU" it certainly made me very upset and angry. I told u i studied hard and resulting lesser sleepin hours, i am very determined to get good grades...too prove that i'm not a lazy fuck. n u told me that sentence. it just tear me apart. all my 5hours of studies... i can't remember anything but that 1 setence.
it just make me want to run away from home , which i would not want that feeling to overcome me.
alright...
went school today to have my Chinese Common Test. n like i said i remembered nothing...even though the i put in so much. the paper was too hard for me. i hardly understand anything...literally just reading n lifting the words from the paper to my answers.
Maths after that... was damn tired and just right teacher ask me go board to one question. i told her idk how do, and she said " so all along you not listening?", i kept my mouth shut than when she teach me she came up to me and ask me why i nvr listen. told her the reasons and she understand it...which was good of course.
Mother Tongue watched the movie n i slept after that. went back home n went to Safra with cs jeremy n yh after eating lunch.
played Pool n L4D2 before going to put a screen protector at my Ipod nano. went to catch LJS before going home.
and the minute i reached home, everything made me so upset again. i don't want to list it out.
it just feels that typing things that i'm unhappy... just make me feel more tired after typing every word.