finally i've managed to blog.

its been a very bad week for me. school sucks that i have to skip classes at toilet.
problems here and there that adds up like a snowball. sleepless nights cus of unstoppable thinking. did not eat cus food tates like shit no matter what is it. getting messed up from head to toe that makes my family worried. ran out in the night to duno where just to chill out went home can't sleep go to school skip class go home stare at comp. its a daily cycle already.

everyone of u left me very very confused. try to get someone phone to find anything. and later act blur say want play games lucky his phone hanged. but even if u find manage to find something u will find that theres nothing.
what a good misunderstanding...a very good one that actually going to kill me.
its down to 5 and i am still wondering if i can still decrease the number, i hope i won't do it.

i wonder sometimes if the end is a good one or a bad one. i will be happy if its a good one but i will be glad that its a bad one because i dont want to think anymore. of course i am happy to those people who believe what i said.

i guessed i learned something. since u all said i changed, i just found myself changed to not trusting anybody anymore. my best bud, my mum i don't really believe u all already. just need to get this out. i'm going off to duno where later. bb

theres Camp on monday. hope u all enjoy and have fun.